Right in Two...

Somewhere down the line I will wake up with just one thought ringing on... what happened? There is this one part of me that screams order, passion, practicality and then some days I wake up a dreamer, a rocker, an anti-religious fanatic, a lost soul somewhere in the wilderness popping pills in the desert. A personality split in two, right in two, like how would TOOL explain it. "Angels on the sideline, Puzzled and amused. "

A contradiction of contradicting ideas and contradicting statements conned by the concious to live a life of lesser mortals and lowered heads for nothing more than acceptance which anyway was never meant for you not in this jungle of bound free-thoughts. Seeking life and asking those questions that many people asked to change the way the one would think so that one can have faith in oneself and belief in a better world. Confucious, Jesus Christ, Karl Marx, they believed in a better world unaligned to any particular movement only later after their death to be symbolised by certain dioceses and sects that would kill.

"Monkey killing monkey killing monkey Over pieces of the ground. Silly monkeys give them thumbs, They make a club And beat their brother..down. How they survive so misguided is a mystery. Repugnant IS THE CREATURE WHO WOULD SQUANDER THE ABILITY TO LIFT AN EYE TO HEAVEN CONSCIOUS OF THIS FLEETING TIME HERE Cutting it all right in two" (TOOL)

And yet we say we are so sure of ourselves, can point a finger and say, 'babes you're wrong.' The man in white, in green, in blue and gold, in saffron and all their paraphernelia and accessories stand high on platforms, preach peace, preach love, preach faith and religion, preach hate, intolerance, sectarianism, preach preach preach and bring a heritage down, wipe out a complete race and with it some endangered animals. (but who cares about animals when their kin is dying).

blinded by belief and religion, blinded by the power to believe of a vision of a life beyond and of redemption. the power to do anything to accomplish anything, to destroy anything.
i cannot go on...i need to collect my thoughts before this disgust makes me part of this race of inhumane humans.